Fallen angel

  I'm 29. And I have no idea why I wake up anymore. Honestly? I’m not really living. I’m just… existing. Getting through the day. Breathing, because my body still does it automatically. From the age of 18, my life was wild. Parties. Escort work. Streets. Shady shit. People with no rules. Money came fast. So did adrenaline. I flirted with jail but somehow never ended up inside. I was always on edge — but at least I felt something back then. Some kind of thrill. Some sense of purpose, even if it was toxic and temporary. But now? Now it’s just silence. No noise. No rush. No direction. Just me… stuck somewhere between my past and whatever the hell the future is supposed to be. And here’s the real messed up part: I got out of that lifestyle. I tried to do "better." Tried to work. Tried to be “normal.” But everything just feels empty. I don't know what I want anymore. I don’t know who I am. I don’t even know what I’m good at. People keep saying the same shit: “Find yourself...

1.12.2023 So, it’s been a month since I arrived in Pirkanmaa. I’m keeping the exact city on the down-low for my own peace of mind—don’t need anyone poking around and stirring up drama, you know? A few months back, I met this guy, and before I knew it, I was hitting the road the next day to meet up with him after some casual chatting. People keep asking me why I took off like that, what drew me to him. Honestly, it just felt right. What started as a casual meetup turned into something way more, and now, after a month, I’ve moved in with him. I’m even looking forward to the day we tie the knot. Sure, there were some hiccups with paperwork, but I sorted it out. I mean, who’s better at navigating rules than me, right? Living together has turned the ordinary into an epic adventure. When two guys decide to move in together, it’s like opening a new chapter. Our journey began with shared dreams and plans. Building a future together isn't just about what we’ll do but also about bouncing off...

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